Tired and Unable to Sleep.

This is my new motto.

I hate my insomnia. I mean, I consider myself lucky that it comes and goes...usually depending on how stressed I am.

But LIFE is about stress and how well you deal with it...and me allowing insomnia to be a part of my life due to my stress just shows how well I am NOT dealing with stress and for that matter life.

In sleep, our dreaming mind works out our issues. If I can't dream, than I am internalizing my problems constantly during the day. Fretting over them. Playing a little game of Catch 22 because if I'm suffering from insomnia than my internalizing isn't working which means that I'm not going to sleep which means I'm not going to dream which means that my problems aren't resolved or accepted which means that I'm A COMPLETE AND UTTER MESS.

Yay for me.

haha

Ok, off to try and sleep again. I actually took a way too long nap when I got home because I was too exhausted from not sleeping and now I'm not tired and my nap wasn't long enough to make up for almost 5 days of little sleep.

Enough. Enough whining. Done now.